Even Now

For a heart that's been torn,
there's not much you can do
but to understand......

Remember this words?
"Don't worry i willl free you, when its finally time for you to go.."
there's no easy way to let go of something that I know will never happen again...

But i will face the world around me knowing that I am strong enough to let you go,
I'm aware that you only came into my life for a while, and that time will come...
I have to give you up
then that's end of it...
theres goes my life
You left me..
at the every moment
that I can't give you up

I cry for the memories,
I cry for the pain,
I cry for the times,
I thought I had you...

I know you're not mine,
but holding on to you have become my way to keep me alive...

wish you see the tears
run from my eyes
because it spells the truth
about how i really feels inside...

don't worry,
my tears won't blame you...
those are just the words
my heart uses to explain...

when even my smiles
can't cover up my pain...

it's been a while,
still I can't get out
from your shadow...

till this very moment, I'm still trying to pick up those pieces...

thank you for the love and the pain
the pain,
that i'll always remember...

Even now,
My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears
still flow

One day i can say,
"FINALLY I'M OVER YOU!"

You're still with me
eventhough,
you're not on my side...

One day I will be able,
to stand next to you
without wanting to hold your hand...

somewhere down my journey,
I will fall in love again...

I know,
I can.......